Howdy perverts, be you Bulls/Wives or fellow cuckolds like myself hell even just a potential of any of the ones already mentioned then i thought doing weekly cuckold musings would be a good idea, give people an idea of stuff i ponder over while trying to look deep in thought about work stuff, this wont be me explaining the lifestyle as i don't know enough to appoint myself with that responsibility but more so an idea of my feelings and thoughts about this crazy fetish we call a lifestyle...
Today ill begin with hotwife angst, i know i know before you say it we have all heard of cuckold angst and i myself have been guilty of it on more then one occasion (or a few dozen) 90% of the time its harmless and instantly forgotten about the second you know your sexier half is either on her way home in one piece or is slipping through the front door with heels in hand trying not to wake the little ones snoozing upstairs, but there are times when its slightly more serious and has lasting effects
When i speak to people in this lifestyle or interested in it they assume i am a sissy or alike but i'm happy to report i am not, i somehow got S to put on a wedding ring, down to my assertiveness and my ability to lead situations i make her feel safe, i am also fully aware that somewhere in Nottingham right now shopping with some old battle axe that some would call my mother in law is a simply breath taking woman who i encourage to live out and make the most of the freedom this lifestyle provides. Is she faithful to me? sexually some would say no but id argue yes seeing as she isn't cheating more so letting off steam and feeling desired by men sometimes old enough to be 15 years her junior, with my blessing i might add, emotionally we are more stable and committed then ever but im getting slightly off subject sorry
Back on track hotwife angst........it has happened in the past and will again in the future for S to get her knickers in a twist over me talking to a woman (hell mention the name Rachel and HR to her and be prepared to get your teeth super-glued back in by a dentist) in a world where women are judged purely by looks first and foremost and then personality and ability etc at a later date if ever it is a powerful drug to be desired and chased by young or even older viral males, not to just give into them and be a "slut" but to be selective, a tease or even the alpha female? yet at the same time the idea of her husband/cuck talking to another woman will boil her blood or cause self doubt just as fast as a cuckold does when he sees a man flirt with his wife the first few times
For the second time during this post i have got off topic and somehow confused myself, i cant even remember what it was i was trying to figure out or put across exactly BUT i will say this, no matter what S does i know when her upside down apple bottom slips into bed with me and shes lays her head on my shoulder to start snoozing, she is mine and no one else's........she knows the same is true of me being hers as well...
Also on other news S has a job interview tomorrow for secretarial work at a drug company, no idea how she will cope potentially working for a company where i cant be used as a get out of jail free excuse lol but please take a moment to wish her good luck and before you ask (i seem to be as perverted as all of you so i have already asked) the person she could be working for is a lady in her early 60's so no office romance there
C, proud mutual owner of a 1x slightly used wife, some miles on the clock, a few marks here and there with a sat-nav that gets you lost but epic fun when the mood takes, as well as being a reliable friend when the mood doesn't
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