Ashley madison as well as other sites....

A company that's sole selling point is discretion has leaked info after a hack? i'll resist the urge to laugh and poke fun as it is a fairly serious topic and something that effects more people then i can even imagine but i am ever so slightly happy with the fact S does not and never has used that particular site for "man hunting"

After reading the article about it though it did get me thinking about the business of hook up apps and adult dating sites, it must be an absolute gold mine!
You have the domain name, the servers, an office some personal and some general computery equipment, throw in some cheap advertising and guys join it...bloody sore i never thought of it before they became big myself! then again its always easy to look at an idea someone has made work and say you could of done the same too

Other our years of swinging and the last year or so of S exploring her sexuality solo we have used some amazing sites plus a lot of utter tripe, i wonder what it is that makes a winning combo, for me i always liked a site called fabswingers as it was simple, clear, easy to use and even easier to spot fakes/timewasters using it
The lovely wife on the other hand seems to be slightly transfixed on something called tinder if you know it? many a time i have noticed her glued to the screen with a cheeky smile on her face, either down to some horse penis with legs attached or more often then not a man who can actually flirt with her in a way her buttons are being pressed while he is miles and miles away (S tries not to meet anyone with 20 miles for privacy reasons, but exceptions can be made)
Now im in no way saying im jealous or anything along those lines. if its the source she prefers then i can't praise it enough but what is so special about that particular app

Ease of use?
Discretion?
Wide selection of choice?

i spend a while today trying to figure it out while trying to take my mind off S and he rinterview, it worked as i got so deep into thought id barely worried about her, once she got home and told me about her day and then we did the things parents have to do.......about 10pm we both got into bed and her phone beeped, knowing it was tinder i put my magazine down and asked why she liked it so much

all i got in reply was a flirty look and a whisper of "makes me feel slutty"

I guess i do over think things lol

C, pointless post but felt good typing as i think i.e random with no clear path lol

Manish explained part 2

If you have not read part one so far i suggest you give this a little click....

here you are

go on, you know you want to, give in to your nosy side........done? good then back to part 2,  when i left it last time S noticed Manish sneaking cheeky glances at my wife and her shapely behind as she walked a few paces ahead of him. S being the tease she is asked him to hold the dogs lead and pull up her trousers as if they were falling down a little, making sure her back was angled ever so to him at the time. Now as i am told this didn't work as intended, Manish never turned into a one track minded youngster and go for it he retreated into his shell for a while before they went there separate ways

The following Monday Manish text S to say he couldn't keep her company that day as he had forgot he was busy, a blatant lie but the fact she was getting under his skin spurred her on so she laughed it off and told him not to worry as long as he was there for company the next week. Sure enough the next week a sheepish Manish was at the park waiting for her as she arrived, she knew he would be and it was a good job seeing as she had made arrangement's, some boring everyday talks about life etc followed until he was warming up a little bit just in time for the thin path where he would have to walk behind her

As they approached he took a quick stride forward to ensure he was walking in front not behind, obviously worried of a repeat, S made a cheeky comment straight out of the blue about being disappointing she wasn't walking infront
Manish apologized and said S could take the lead is she wanted to, S replied with "i would like to but i was thinking more of you" here it comes "id of thought seeing as i had underwear lines last time but not today you would enjoy the view more"
Manish was shocked and stunned, S's exact words to me was i never knew asians could go red but they can,after a few moments of awkward silence he laughed and told her she had him going for a second, S leaned in and whispered "can you see any? if you're still not sure you could be really brave and slide your hand down my bottoms and find out for yourself" Manish took off, walking so quickly it was almost a jog, he was silent for weeks until about 10pm at night, while myself and S were in bed watching something about dog kennels her phone lit up

I honestly cant recall what S said was going on between them but i know he was asking about if her husband (me) found out there would be trouble and wasn't worth the risk, she was reassuring him until he got a little X-rated asking some questions with S answering just enough to drive him crazy but not enough for him to masturbate over too easily, im sitting here at work behind my desk literally rubbing my chin trying to remember how long it was between that night of texts and when the next part happened but i cant recall sorry readers

Think its best i leave it there for today and ask S for a refresher later on so i can finish off explaining Manish tomorrow


C, a forgetful monkey

before i forget it goes without saying that i may not be 100% accurate in the words S used at the time but i am in the general area so not far off

The cuckolds musings with a touch of blatant attention seeking.....

Howdy perverts, be you Bulls/Wives or fellow cuckolds like myself hell even just a potential of any of the ones already mentioned then i thought doing weekly cuckold musings would be a good idea, give people an idea of stuff i ponder over while trying to look deep in thought about work stuff, this wont be me explaining the lifestyle as i don't know enough to appoint myself with that responsibility but more so an idea of my feelings and thoughts about this crazy fetish we call a lifestyle...

Today ill begin with hotwife angst, i know i know before you say it we have all heard of cuckold angst and i myself have been guilty of it on more then one occasion (or a few dozen) 90% of the time its harmless and instantly forgotten about the second you know your sexier half is either on her way home in one piece or is slipping through the front door with heels in hand trying not to wake the little ones snoozing upstairs, but there are times when its slightly more serious and has lasting effects

When i speak to people in this lifestyle or interested in it they assume i am a sissy or alike but i'm happy to report i am not, i somehow got S to put on a wedding ring, down to my assertiveness and my ability to lead situations i make her feel safe, i am also fully aware that somewhere in Nottingham right now shopping with some old battle axe that some would call my mother in law is a simply breath taking woman who i encourage to live out and make the most of the freedom this lifestyle provides. Is she faithful to me? sexually some would say no but id argue yes seeing as she isn't cheating more so letting off steam and feeling desired by men sometimes old enough to be 15 years her junior, with my blessing i might add, emotionally we are more stable and committed then ever but im getting slightly off subject sorry

Back on track hotwife angst........it has happened in the past and will again in the future for S to get her knickers in a twist over me talking to a woman (hell mention the name Rachel and HR to her and be prepared to get your teeth super-glued back in by a dentist) in a world where women are judged purely by looks first and foremost and then personality and ability etc at a later date if ever it is a powerful drug to be desired and chased by young or even older viral males, not to just give into them and be a "slut" but to be selective, a tease or even the alpha female? yet at the same time the idea of her husband/cuck talking to another woman will boil her blood or cause self doubt just as fast as a cuckold does when he sees a man flirt with his wife the first few times

For the second time during this post i have got off topic and somehow confused myself, i cant even remember what it was i was trying to figure out or put across exactly BUT i will say this, no matter what S does i know when her upside down apple bottom slips into bed with me and shes lays her head on my shoulder to start snoozing, she is mine and no one else's........she knows the same is true of me being hers as well...

Also on other news S has a job interview tomorrow for secretarial work at a drug company, no idea how she will cope potentially working for a company where i cant be used as a get out of jail free excuse lol but please take a moment to wish her good luck and before you ask (i seem to be as perverted as all of you so i have already asked) the person she could be working for is a lady in her early 60's so no office romance there

C, proud mutual owner of a 1x slightly used wife, some miles on the clock, a few marks here and there with a sat-nav that gets you lost but epic fun when the mood takes, as well as being a reliable friend when the mood doesn't

briefest of brief updates...

My ever so lovely wife today went to her Sunday afternoon spin class which is normally 45 minutes to an hour of peddling without going anywhere..................she sat on the seat for group warm-up and within 30 seconds decided to lie to the trainer about pulling a muscle due to localized pain.................. once i was informed as to why she was home so quickly obviously being the loving, caring and thoughtful husband that i am, in no way did i laugh myself to the point of it hurting

C, my face and stomach hurt form laughing so hard, the pout was strong from S

I don't understand women....

I really, honestly, genuinely do not understand women!

There will be no graphic detail today as i wasn't there to see myself and i have been told i am not allowed to go into too much detail at the moment (don't shoot the messenger)

Anyone who read my previous post will remember point number 8, well it was no lie it was 100% true, trust me i saw my wife wince as she stepped out her car like she had tripped and pulled a muscle, could actually see the look of discomfort on her face with each step, hell she was actually walking across our gravel driveway barefoot as she later told me walking in heels with a certain part of her that sore was not going to happen

S told me after her bath (which i had ready for her, and i put the washing on while she soaked and relaxed) that while at work her mind started to drift to an adult film she watched years ago, i remember the film and will put a link to it if people would like?
It wasn't anything special just the typical slim petite pre-teen looking (i think all pornstars look creepily underage) taking what looked like a baseball bat with veins and balls in every place imaginable
(i wonder if pornstars use there stretched insides to smuggle things across borders for a summer job?)

Anyway back on track, as her mind drifted off to the details of the film a growing urge to be hurt and used grew inside her, barely able to focus on work she checked her phone to find that Mr Dubai had said hello, her exact word for word reply was "wonder if your man enough to make me say stop" few texts back and forth between them and he was on his way to ravage my lovely wife
I was blissfully unaware of this till her department manager came into my office asking about something then at the end mentioned he hopes S feels better tomorrow as she went home early.........and yes before anyone says i check my phone and a string of messages!

The first asking if i could get the kids from school

The second telling me the details of her hotel room for safety

The third who she was meeting

The forth, and this is for you perverts out there, telling me she was so sore she was curled in a ball on the hotel bed feeling like she needed a cry but rocking a huge smile

Lucky for S she was in the mood for something called painal, which is anal but the painful sort, obviously Mr Dubai was more then happy to help her for just over an hour while proceeding to fill her bowels three times

Because of her taking a bath as soon as she got home there was no clean up duties for me :( BUT once the kids were in bed i did get to experience my wife's ass myself! He must be a hell of a girth, seeing as she was barely even tight, not loose by any means but hardly like i have experienced anal before, was pretty hot though fucking my wife in her used ass while looking down seeing her back covered in bite marks and her butt cheeks red from various spankings given to her during her meet

So there you go, i hope you enjoyed, i myself had a great day, she had a painful yet great day also and Mr Dubai complained of sore testicles the from slapping against her so im not sure if he had a good day or not

C, proud cuckold who adores very sloppy seconds

Another cuck chore

Okay well seeing as the last time i completed a cuckold task i get rewarded, and walked round for a day or so smiling like a lunatic, when i got a new task i made sure to complete it as soon as possible!

Been gave the cuckold task of filling in the details of S and her naughty little 3-some while i was mingling with colleagues and important people, i cant give you a blow by blow account f what happened as i was not there (more the pity) only a rough idea of what S did and had done to her

So some basic facts, let me know if you like this or not, if you do i will try to do it more, if not i'll not bother

1. One of the guys was a medical student from Morocco (22) while the other was an engineering student from Dubai (21)
2. There was a knock on the wall from a guy next door to be quiet at one point while S tried DP with Morocco underneath her and Dubai behind
3. At some point one of them bit down on her nipple hard enough to break the skin but she isn't sure which one, she wasn't annoyed she just found it strange he only did it to one of them not both (women!)
4. This jammy little cuck had 27 picture messages sent to him before he thought to check his phone, after that a further 11 more (i asked if i can upload one onto here and was warned S will seek revenge next time a part of me is surrounded by teeth so i am choosing not to share a picture lol)
5. After the incident mentioned in number 2 Mr Dubai pulled off one of her stockings to stuff in her mouth as a gag
6. Dubai was the preferred Bull as morocco was so big it hurt while there wasn't even any thrusting so i am told
7. They were both there for just under 2 hours before being too drained to continue
8. And finally number 8, as i type my wife is ina  cheap hotel room not far from home with a certain Mr Dubai after telling him she needed to be hurt he jumped in the car and dropped all his commitments for the day

I don't think i am missing anything important but if there are any questions just ask and ill do my best to answer or ill ask S herself

C, a cuckold who might be getting a snack after work

17th July 2015

Only a quick one form me today due to other commitments......

I am writing this on the 24th but on the 17th i had to escort the lovely S to an appointment for a brain scan (better safe then sorry seeing as what happened to a relative recently but shes got the all clear) anywho moving on, after waiting for 45 minutes in the general waiting room then a further 20 in the specialists waiting room S gets her name called, we both get up and walk over to who called her name........a rather hunky looking black guy, so i'm not shocked when S grabs my hand and tells me to wait here instead of coming in with her, last thing i see is S wiggling her hips down a really long corridor following him to the room the test is being held

40 minutes later of browsing the internet using wi-fi so slow i'm sure carrier pigeons are faster S comes out form the long hallway, a look of a weight being lifted off her shoulders on her face because he said (if there was anything serious showing form the test you wouldn't be allowed to go home) a kiss on the cheek for me and we head off for the longest walk ever to find the car

They didn't have sex you bunch of perverts, but isn't it strange how a cuckolds mind works? anyone else think like i do when they see there hotwife in non sexual situations or is it just me?

C...........cuckold of a wife who got a guys number while having an ECG scan, i said they didn't have sex, i never said nothing at all happened now did i

The Saturday udate i promised....part deux

Better late then ever im sure you can agree, had 15 minutes home alone today while the very bronzed (other then milky tan lines) S is doing something with the kids, i was issued a cuckold task of giving you guys and girls the update after all this time of nothingness from my end, normally id try and wriggle out of it as its summer and want to spend as much time as possible in the saddle, yes i know management who wears Lycra and cycles.............shock horror lol, but i think i might be on a promise tonight and will not be risking having that taken away from me thank you very much

Anywho as the last post ended with me walking towards the elevator to go socialize with people ill take over from about an hour later, as much as i try to remember what happened i honestly cant, a mix of nerves and trying to focus on the task at hand meant no brain cells we used to record the memory :(

After an hour or so of shaking hands and talking about projects with people my mind was no longer playing ball, my mind was racing trying to imagine the fun S was having upstairs in room 73, my eyes are darting around focusing on strange and random things, people are having to ask me things twice as i honestly didn't notice the first time, i imagine i look like im on drugs or something similar
I decide to send S a text to make sure she is okay, i don't like to interrupt her playtime but i just need to make sure nothing has gone wrong.......what i see makes me let out a clear to everyone around "you f**king moron" in all this time i had not checked my phone once! i was at a party after all and its impolite, as i scroll up im seeing picture.......after picture.........after picture! in the wrong order yes as the first i see is the final one sent and the last i see is the first one i should of seen obviously! I am at this very moment visually pissed with myself so a friend comes over, wraps his arm around my shoulder as i lock my screen and reassures me that he agreed that the decision during qualifying of some race was utter crap too, i had to go along with it to save face and pretended to have some idea of what he was going on about

Desperate to check my phone again i shuffle so my back is against the wall while still interacting with the 7 or 8 of us in a circle talking about motoGP (even removed my glasses so nobody would see a reflection in them lol) my mind is running all over the place, i'm trying to be calm and assertive as a manager should be but also have this cuckold voice screaming to the front of my mind, try as i might i'm loosing focus, i'm desperate to text S but know she likes it when i behave and let her have her fun, its not like i can say i was worried about her as she has sent me various texts so she is obviously fine

17 minutes of this goes past, most of the time people arguing about some bike racer called Bradl...............then i get relief, a weight taken off my shoulders, a sense of pride/bliss and dependence only a cuckold can relate too.............my eyes drift to the newest text that just came through, saying nothing more then

"im alone, im sore, im full and your hungry, heel boy xx"

I'd love to say i made my excuses and left politely, id love to describe what went through my head on my way back to the room, i just cant say for sure as my mind was only focused on getting there so i cant recall exactly, sorry readers
The only things i can say for sure is i ran the stairs as the elevator was taking too long, the door was unlocked and S was simply glowing, even if i did have to waste time pouring her a drink before reclaiming this spent, exhausted and sweaty bombshell as my own

This jammy little cuckold spent 37 minutes worshiping his wife and giving her 4 slow and caring orgasms as she lay there at first with her legs spread wide and towards the end with her thighs on my ears and feet on my back......heaven

When i was issued my cuckold task i never asked how graphic i can be in this so refrained from the gory gooey details, ill try not to let you down next time

C............a well fed cuck

I do seem to be always apologizing to you all

As per title really, we have been very unfortunate to suffer a personal tragedy recently so have been otherwise engaged with that whole situation

On slightly less heavy and morbid news though, there are a few posts coming next week so if you have waited this long (patiently i hope) then perhaps you ill wait a day or 4 more?

C, pet of S